You know, my life right now is like that of a Sailor, who is trying to navigate a canoe in the deep waters in search for some dry land….
Am I OK? Yes. As much as I can be OK under the circumstances.
And my health? – No major problems or symptoms. And trying to keep my anticancer diet to my best knowledge and possibilities. And one Aspirin a day for my heart. So far it works.
I have to go on. Find a job and small, quiet place so I can work on my book. I have never abandoned the idea. I have to write this book so you will know who I am and why I am the way I am.
I don’t complain about my misfortunes. I am just frustrated that is taking me so long to reorganize my life.
And now I have to find new place. I can’t stay here any longer, because I could not find the job. So I have to go somewhere else….. I have many options, but nothing sure yet. So I’m not sure where I’m going to be the Day After Christmas. I’m only sure that wherever I go, my Angels will follow.
The Bible says: “There is a time and season for all things under the heavens. A time to be born, to die, to plant, to pluck….” So instead ask God to change my seasons, I’m asking Him to give me the strength and wisdom to survive this all. I never argue with God. He knows best. And I believe that if will want me to have all the good stuff in this life, I would have it. And even now – IF I COULD ONLY CHANGE – my life would be much easier. But I just want to be me……
And I’m very happy that this Year is almost over. What a Year!!! I’m glad I have survived it…
And i hear my three Angels singing:”Felix sit annus novus!” (latin again!). So: Happy New Year to All!!!!!! From my Angels.
I hope I be back soon…. Oneanna65